Alice is forced to introspect. Others seem to become better people after their cancer, but Alice has only become worse. Shantana tries to help but it ends in a fight and when Maria posts an ugly picture of her on the gynaecology group's account, she feels she has reached rock bottom. Bakos cannot relate to Alice's thoughts about the meaninglessness of life, but Jeans-Jonas tries to make them realize the greatness of metal. After a near-death experience, Alice realizes that something positive can perhaps come out of a disaster.